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It’s like pm, and I’m lying in bed with her hugging her and she’s not reciprocating anything.I told her I’m going to cook and left her alone in bed, as I assumed it would be better if I left her alone for a bit.She fell for me a lot sooner than I thought she would and she fell for me hard.I, as I mentioned before, was quite cold about the situation and said that if she left my life the next day then it wouldn’t affect me too much.That’s when it dawned on me, and I felt like a prick.I suddenly felt responsible for how upset and unhappy she was, even though I had no idea before as to what extent she meant “unhappy”. She comes round a few days later, we had incredible sex, and when she left, my feelings started to dissipate.I stay away from lovey dovey moments, I keep the compliments at a low and I keep my emotions very much wrapped up. It’s what they need to stay interested and to keep chasing you.The moment you drop that frame, it all starts to go downhill for you with an English girl as she tries to take advantage of the situation by reaching for the power.
I didn’t want to, as she’s everything the manosphere talks about finding in terms of her femininity, beauty and her kindness, but I had to let her go.There was a time-bomb waiting to explode in this relationship at the end of the year anyway when I leave London to go traveling.She was aware of it, and we both knew that it would be a lot worse to break up then than to break up sooner.I didn’t want to, but I was plunging her into misery unintentionally and I didn’t want to keep hurting her.She’d told me previously that she wanted to break up with me so many times but “I don’t know what it is but I want to stay with you”.